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So much has changed since I last posted on here. It's almost been an entire year! That's so wild...
However, one thing that hasn't changed is the fact that I have so much homework I should be doing but instead I'm posting on here. lol Still a slacker, but not quite as much. Trying to get ready for next year with applying to college and all. I want to go to West Chester and that's it. They have everything I want and it's not too close or too far. It's pretty perfect. But getting in is the key now... Want to major in Spanish/ Foreign Language and study in Spain for as long as they'll let me. lol
Speaking of getting ready for college and all, I will officially be a Senior as of Thursday's moving up ceremony. :] I am SOOOO ready to be a senior and enjoy my last year of high school. I can't believe it's already that time. Senior portraits are in August, so I'm trying to get in shape and look good for those. lol I've been running the cross country trail for a week and a half now. It's pretty rough but always worth it after. I always feel so accomplished. It's about a mile and some everyday which is pretty good considering I haven't REALLY worked out since freshman year. lol Oh well, better late than never, right?
I've been reading a lot lately. Reread the twilight series along with Paper Towns and just starting Pride and Prejudice. I've been in the mood to read and I'm not really sure why. I really want to improve my vocabulary so maybe that's it. I want to get a book in spanish that's for beginners so I can try and work on reading in Spanish too.
I feel like there's so much more that I could write about now since it has been so long but I'm drawing a blank. Oh well. I'll just save it for next time which will hopefully be soon and become a regular thing again.



The exodus is here, The happy ones are near. Let's get together, Before we get much older;
Teenage wasteland.♥

Its been about a million years since I posted. Not that anyone reads this crap, but I feel bad when it goes for so long. lol

Anyway. I'm at Kelsey's house, and she was just packing for the move. :[ Life blows. :] I'm gonna do more later when I actually feel like it.<3

Less bright at are the stars of night, than the eyes of [the girl]. - Edgar Allen Poe.

Jackie is bomb.

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I hate that I never post on here. I always want to but when I actually sit down at my computer I do everything BUT go on here. Whateverr.

So these past couple weeks have been rough with school. I found out that I really can't go back to Eustace, because the Board of Trustees won't change the policy. I think it's unfair, and it upsets me everyday. I was thinking about dropping out, also. Going and getting my GED, community college for two years then transferring to a big school. But then I thought about how much I hate when people do that. Just throwing away all the experiences you would have. But I just couldn't find the motivation to actually start doing well in school and everything. But my friend Mindy at school inspired me. She's a HUGE sports fan, and seeing as how its march madness right now, she's been watching her team and keeping up with everything. She loves Villanova. So since I was lacking direction as it is, I decided to go on their website and check it out, and I fell inLOVE with it.<333 Its in the perfect location, and it has a good program for my major and I feel so much better now that I know where I want to go. Its going to be really hard to get into, but I'm going to try my best. I'm going to participate more next year in school and activities. I'm going to cheer. My goal is to get all A's on at least ONE report card next year. I also already bought SAT and ACT prep books. I need to do really well on them. I've always been pretty descent on those kind of test so. idk. I'm going to do my best.<3

I really really dislike the whole waking up process. If I could skip it everyday I totally would. I have to walk to the bs stop this morning too. :\ Hopefully its not too cold.  & I have work today.. ughh.. just remembered.

So, I started reading the Harry Potter books. I started with the 3rd one (Prisioner of Azkaban) because my friend Jess said the first one was exactly like the movie and I wasnt really too into the 2nd story line. I'm already more than 1/2 way through it. I really like it. I cant wait to be finnished it and start the 4th one, my personal favorite so far, The Goblet of Fire.<3 I love that I like to read now, and I do it for fun. I feel more intelligent. lol When I have a house of my own I want a huge library with really tall ceilings that you need one of those ladders that move around. Just one of those things in life, y'know? I have a million of those. Like the bookcase where you pull the one book and its a secret passage way. :] I'm a huge geek, but I'll have a really sweet house oneday.<3 

I'll definatly get a lot of reading done this weekend seeing how I'm grouded and all. Even though it was a stupid reason.  Idc. I start my 6 hours of diving saturday though which Im really really excited about! And then I have work on sunday. :\ Oh well. I'm getting good money for it just being a stupid Deli. And camp is sooooo soon!!! Summer can not get here fast enough.

Summer time, &the livings easy.<3

Title pretty much explains my day. :]
So last night jackie and beth slept over and t was funnn I was really tired though so most of the time they were having fun and I was in and out of conciousness. Haha they were prank calling people. I didn't feel too good last night either though. My throat was (and still is) killing me. :\ but anyway my mom woke us up this morning and told me all the stuff I had to do before I could go out. But we all laid in the basement for almost 2 more hours still lol. Jackie had to be home at 11 so me and beth went up and had breakfast then and I started my list of shit to do. Colin caught me off guard and texted me saying he was going to wash his car and pick me up. So I rushed and finished my list and got in the shower. Our plan was to go to the Philly zoo so I could see this cutie pie I've been dyingggggg to see. Miss Emileeee. :] but when we were almost inside she texted me saying she was about to leave. :[ it made me really really sad.
So since we didn't want to waste our money we decided to go to south street. <33333 colin took me to this amazing greek place and ordered me food and it wad sososososo goooooood. :]]]] we gazed upon beatuiful cara that we wished we had haha and then we went back to jersey. We picked up george and beth and went to colin's so he could change. His parents ended up letting him take the BMW X5. It drives sosososo niceeeee. Hahaha I felt all badass diving around in it. No lie XD
After that we went to pick up diana, devon, and meg and going to starbucks. It was pretty pointless. They kinda acted like they were in 6th grade or something. Idk. Me and colin just laughed at them. We always have such a good time even if we're bored we make each other laugh somehow. Well when we got REALLY bored we decided to go to walmart. We walked around for a little bit and then had to drop off the other girls then me.
Driving with colin is so awesome haha we always blast good insane music and open all the windows and the sunroof. I could really tell him Anything and I love just talking to him. He's all-around amazing. I couldn't thank him enough for taking me all the way to the Philly zoo, in intense traffic and everything, and then just turn around and go to south street. I don't know what I'd do without him. <3
I'm still sad I didn't get to see Em but I know I'll get to see her eventually. :\ <3
My day was still amazing though. <3

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I'm downloading The Rocket Summer to my iPod right now and it's amazing.<3

Today wasn't too bad, actually. School was good besides having mass for Ash Wednesday. The preist seriously took FOREVER doing the damn homily. He just wouldnt stop. I wanted to punch him in the head. But my friend Mindy and I were cracking up all day about "awkward" things. haha Like awkward turtle, ice cream, balloons, showering, Virgin Mary, picture message, lip gloss, and about a million other things. I love her haha, she cracks me up so much.

Well I thought I wanted to say more. :\
I think I'm going to start posting every morning on the bus.
I feel like I'm missing something when I dont post. Idk.

<3

The title says it all. Hahah :]

- I love doing research on almost anything.
- The fact that time goes by so fast fasciates and scares me to death all at the same time.
- I hate being told I'm a nonconformist; Who makes the standards to conform to anyway?
- I'm told I'm too modest.
- I want to write at least one book in my life.
- I managed to like someone for almost 4 years that has no feelings for me.
- I cry at important celebrations almost everytime; weddings, graduations, funerals etc.
- I've gone to Caholic school my whole life, Most of my friends have been from public school.
- I'm not religious.
- I go to a schoo I hate,  and I  miss Eustace with all my heart.
- I am obsessed with cheerleading and I miss it  a lot.
- I don't watch Disney Chanel, nor have  I seen any of the movies like HSM or Camp Rock.
- I draw mustaches on my fingers and hands and use them.
- I can't hold on to money for very long, It burns a whole in my pocket.
- If I have money on me, and I see something I know a friend of mine will like, I will buy it for them. I think it has to do with insecurities. Idk.
- I cannot remember dreams to save my life.
- If I could go back in time, I probaby wouldn't because if I changed anything in my life, I would be  a differnt person.
- I listen to a lot of classical music.
- I took piano lessons for almost 7 years, and still suck at it.
- I think I'm badd at making people feel bettter. I never know what to say.
- I am a complete goofball 90% of the time.
- I was a vegetarian for 7 months, and gave it up; I wish I still was. I still believe in animal rights.
- I am, technically, an only child.
- I have a Father, however I do not have a dad. There is a big difference.
- I dislike almost all fathers or father figures when I first meet them.
- I drink a lot of coffee.
- I still suck my thumb at night, or when I'm really tired or thinking.
- I love breakfast.
- I enjoy discussing serious things with friends.
- I go on postsecret every week; I sort of vent through the many different cards. Its theraputic.
- When I'm by myself I contemplate a trillion different things; some of them freak me out.
- I love to tumble, but I dont have many intense skills yet. haha (Backhandspring, Round off backhandspring)
- I am pro choice. (NOT PRO ABORTION)
- I think "Fred" on YouTube is sooooo annoying.
- I love LiveLavaLive; It is amazing.<3
- I love places like Whole Foods with weird all natural stuff. :]
- I am guaging my ears to a 0 (zero).
- I have allergy attacks but I dont know what I'm allergic to.
- I like to know the days until things happen, so at all times I have at least 3 countdowns.
- I want to get a PhD in a few differet things, just nothing medical. Ironic right? haha
- I am extremely picky about icing on things I eat.
- MY 3NT!R3 C0NT@CT L!$T !N MY PH0N3 !$ WR!TT3N L!K3 TH!$ ecept my mom and there adults.
- I have confidence, but I tend to overcompensate.

I'll post more evenually. I can't  think of anymore at the momentt. <3

I know, I know. I'm suuuuuuch a slacker. But whatever, I'm over it. I wish I had the slightest bit of motivation. I seriously tell myself every single night that I should write something, anything. Whether its on here or in my notebook, and yet I still just end up being lazy and not doing anything. Why does sleep have to be so good? I need to get on track. Focus.

Yesterday was absolutly amazing. The weather was phenominal. First, Colin and I went to starbucks and then we picked up Jake and Jackie and went to the park. Hahaha we took pictures and everything. I dont know what I would do without them. Probably just die. Then I went back to Jackie's house and ate dinner and then decided to make fun of some girl with ridiculous hair on myspace. We have NO lives. XD The pictures make me pee my pants everytime I see them. I love her. :]

School was school. But I did write a bangin' start to a story that just popped into my mind from our journal prompt. I was so excited about it that I kept writing it during study hall the following period, though I had like 20 other more productive things I could have been doing. Oh well, it was worth it.

I'm in desperate need of a good book to read, also. Suggestions are MORE than welcome.

I have tons of homework I need to be doing so, I'm going to get on that. I hope to post soon.<3

"One can rise no higher than his lowest opinion of another." -Chuck Gallozzi

I love the crash test dummies. They're strange but really good. But yeah. Sam's party was really fun. Jeannie and I hung out the whole night which was amazing because Ive missed her. My feet are killin from dancing but it was worth it. Everytime I leave parties with people from eustace I always feel so sad because I feel like a part is missing from me and I know that I'll look back on this year and it will seem empty and not right. :\ idkkkk. I'm gonna get some sleep. <3

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